HOCUS POCUS FOCUS!!!!!!!!!

There are defining points that occur or have at least for me. I get the most of the lessons, and visions, and definitely the signs of things contrasting and expanding. I have always seen them in a pattern sense of knowing. I see patterns and am good at looking at them to find what is actually true. Take a Kaleidoscope and when first glancing at the piece through the glass you see a magnificent placement  of lines, and angles, and shapes and colors all vibrating at their own purpose and combining all these elements you get a glimpse of extraordinary a bliss of unexplainable geometry. It's captivates us at that point, and we stop there seeing only the surface of the patterns. I know, stay with me, though follow the pattern of the writing and it will lead you to well....that's the ending and I won't blow it now.

I began with one digital art piece I created long ago, it now was the maze of kaleidoscope that would bring me one step closer to my source, the source, our collective source but also it opened a new dimension of vibrations I have never known, a new level of knowing perhaps, these are all very sloppy words to convoy a feeling that in truth now words can adequately describe. As, I stared at the design I felt a leaving a expanding of my seeing it was as though it was a liquid I could easily move and slide back in and out again, it was amazing. There among the BIG PATTERN, the tiniest of kaleidoscopes appeared one after another in perfect timing and they lined up perfectly to what I call the spiral connection of life the vibrations that connects each of us to the source of all beginnings and endings. There I sat, dazed and hypnotized by this rhythm and movement. It required so much focus and openness to all matter, vibrations, heartbeats you get the idea. So after about an hour of this intense wild viewing and just being devoured in the beauty I began to appreciate every single line, angle, color, and in turn it brought more and more to the surface for me to take in and feel so so many vibrations of everything.

As the day went on so did the kaleidoscope of my perception and focus, it was sheer magic I saw micro mini patterns in big macro moments when everything was hustling and bustling I moved slower, yet swifter, with ease and peace. I stopped and took a breath and in a instant, something came in and somehow it started to contract pulling out of sight and touch..I again stopped and took notice, it was my vibration which had changed the pattern not the art of the image it continued in it's vibration leading it's purpose it never lost it's focus or changed it's feeling it simply does what it does because it is natural and connected to a source of all things. It accepts this. I needed to learn this, as this is the next level in my kaleidoscope journey. I felt a downward decline in my vibration and it sunk low and slowed way down, in the moment I stopped to breath, I soothed my feeling of lowness and started to raise it slowly with focus, and good thoughts, memories, reminding myself there is great love for me here, things are always working out for me, and you know what I got back to that place again. I am vibrating on the inner most level of the sources kaleidoscope of this life, to stop and smell the roses cause they are pretty fucking awesome. Appreciate everything that comes and goes for it really was meant just for you and one for me..it is the natural design.

I finally closed down the day, I called this the HOCUS POCUS FOCUS meditation, lesson, call it what you need to but I will use it everyday, every moment it is a magical place to be. I am happy to be back and you know I write just for me and you, I don't care about views, or page hits, or advertising monies. I write this to share and really just have a voice somewhere in this legacy of social media and internet epitaphs. I write for us dear sisters, so I can put it out there and rise to the sisterhood of this moment.